So today there was a shooting at Fort Hood, TX.. where we are stationed.. luckily we do not live on post.. or I would've had a meltdown.. and LUCKILY my husband was in the field.. so he was not involved in any of it.. in any way. 13 people have died so far.. and 30 others were injured. Hopefully nothing happens to them either. I feel bad for the families who lost anyone.. and the ones that have to deal with the injuries of the others. To think that someone, a psychiatrist, who helped those who were going to lose their own minds.. lost his.. to hurt those that he had helped before.. makes me want to cry.. but it shows..that ANYONE can lose it.. at anytime.. not just those that have mental problems, but also those that serve to protect us and our country and the stress that wars and conflicts put on them is major.. I know.. I have to deal with it everyday. Having my husband come home and be mad, sad, or flat out hostile sometimes.. because of what the military does to him.. and what he had to do overseas. It puts a strain on things, because I don't know what he's going through.. or how he feels. I just have to deal with it.. and try to help in my own way. Try to comfort him when I know it won't do any good because the next day will be the same. I get to deal with him kneeing me in his sleep.. and yelling at me in his sleep.. and stealing the covers (that part not from war.. he just does that!!) and him waking up with nightmares about shooting and killing people.

I think this is making me more sad.. I'm done.. Goodnight. Sorry for rambling.

Sooo.. I'm way behind for an update... but that's nothing compared to Crystal!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

Okay.. so in the past month I have gotten married, and purchased a house! My hubby is in the Army, and will be getting out in 2 months! So we can not live in our house until then which really blows!

Us!

Our house needs some work, but nothing too major.. Really it's just cosmetic.. paint, landscaping.. etc.. OH.. and a porch SWING! My only real demand.. lol

We were married at the Justice of the Peace on October 10th, 2009.. in Killeen, TX because my husband is stationed at Fort Hood, TX. We are going to have an actual wedding next year on October 10th, 2010! 10-10-10!! :) So that way all of our friends and family will be able to attend and so I can wear a dress! :D

So far for the wedding I have not planned anything.. other than the date of course! I need to find a ceremony and reception place that we will both love before I can plan anything else.. because if I don't.. then I will spend hours and days looking at other things instead.. like dresses, favors, and cakes.. OH MY! I think this wedding is going to be really DIY! Because we are on a budget.. of which I don't know the amount... lol That will come later I guess.. after we move and start our jobs.

Our house!

Well I think that's it for now. I think I'll start posting regularly now, since I've got a life now! lol

Ciao!

I moved into my own apartment.. it's quiet sometimes.. too quiet almost.. but I've been too tired to notice.. and all I want to do is sleep. :(

I need some shelves and a bookcase or two or three.. so I can unpack more.. and hangers.. and picture nails to hang crap on the walls. I'll post some pics once it's organized and stuff..

Sorry for my extremely short post. I have a killer headache and I want to go to sleep soon.

ANDDD I just remembered I turned the oven on like 2 hours ago.. so I can bake some fish thingies.. No wonder it wasn't getting cooler in here..

Is there a pill to correct memory loss????????? I need it. BAD!

Night!

Okay.. so I thought I was going to get attacked by the BIGGEST water bug I have EVER, EVER, EVER seen in my life just now.. I'm only terrified of two things.. SPIDERS and waterbugs, junebugs and huge bugs, bugs and more bugs! I have seen both today! A spider on the door when I got home, and now this disgusting thing! Thankfully Lewis (Crystal's husband), was still awake.. I am so grossed out and paranoid right now!! I don't think I'll be able to sleep.. I'll probably sit here scratching and double checking each and every wall to make sure some bug isn't in here..

:(

I HATE BUGS!

Still my favorite shoes!

Crazy Praying Mantis on the Sidewalk (Trying to Kill Folks!!)

From the Plane.. (SEA to DFW)

My old apartment/townhome!

Pretty Vases @ World Market

Tulips!

So I was told to put some pictures up, that I think are okay for you to view. I'm sorry if they aren't to your liking, as I'm probably the only one who does. :P I'll post more pictures each day.. anything that I feel like you should see that is. :)

I bought a couch. I don't think anyone likes it but me though.. :( So here is a picture of my couch, it's the only furniture item I own!! (for now)

Anywho, the only person going to read this thing is Crystal, who I think is mad at me.. I read a post where it said I didn't say happy mother's day to her.. I could of swore I did.. SO I'M SORRY IF I DIDN'T!! IT WASN'T ON PURPOSE!! STOP BEING MAD AT ME!!!!! I gave her a card, kinda late.. cause I had it for two weeks in my drawer.. then when I was looking for something I saw it.. so I'm sorry for that too!! :(

There.. I have officially attempted to blog. If I ever post on here again, I hope it's readable. Sorry it sucks!

Ciao!